Wednesday, June 17, 2009

A dream about a car accident, a little girl and a violent murder

"At the beginning of my dream, I seem to be driving on the freeway to school. My mom in the passenger side and I think one of my sisters in the back. I merge right to pass a car and some car looks like it was going in the opposite direction right into me and we collide. After the accident, the car is facing forward and in the dream I thought that I had hit him in the back.

My mom got out the car and talked to the other driver for a bit and then gave him money, I saw that he was looking into the backseat of his car so I went over and asked if everything was alright, he said yeah. He was an older gentleman. He said that I had only damaged a part of his car and he patted the dashboard. I'm guessing that that reinforces that he did go in the opposite direction and we collided head on. In the dream I wondered for a bit why the front was damaged but then dismissed it.

I then said that I thought he had a child in the backseat because he was looking there and he chuckled no. We then get to a conversation about a little girl, he said the name but I forget now, he said something about her, I forget, maybe that he respected her. Well, he told me that the girl's family had been killed in their own home and the killers told her that if she told anybody, they would kill her too. It was on the news before and I suddenly remembered about her and said that I heard about it, thinking that I did so in a song from Emineme. Then I started to get anxiety because we were in the freeway and talking. I felt the want to end the conversation and be on my way but I didn't want to be rude. We continued talking about the girl.

After the murder, she set out to kill her family's murderers and succeeded. I have an image of a little girl with a bloody knife in her hand. The cops found her and it was all over the news. After that, me and the man parted ways, and I rode in the passenger seat while my mom drove.

Then it went to me in some Asian coffee / tea shop. I'm reminded that the Thai Tea is bad there or something. I pass through it and walk out the other side. Then it goes to some Asian mobster in there with his bodyguard and his son. His son poisoned his drink and he offered it to his dad. His dad motioned to the bodyguard to drink it first and he took a fast, fake sip. The dad knew, and told the bodyguard to drink it all. Then, the bodyguard and the son held the dad down on the table and tortured him. They cut him up, it was like a movie. He got all bloody, and they cut off his dick and hung it on a string over him.

Then it went to some hospital, a group of doctors and nurses we looking at this little girl, whose skin looked really loose, like she was really fat and lost weight. She was bulging, and the doctors moved her genital area and the whole skin moved like it wasn't attached. The girl was bloody, like dried blood. Then after moving the skin around, they found a hole, sliced open. When they opened it, two decapitated heads feel out and everyone screamed and panicked. It was obscene, the hair and everything on the heads, and after they fell out, the inside of the girl could be seen. All red, and her face was cut off too. I saw that she was still breathing very slightly too and I was just shocked and felt tremendously sad that she had to go through all that. It was like they skinned her and put a grown person's skin on her and put the heads in.

After I pass through the shop, it was like I was watching a movie, I wasn't really directly in the dream after that. Except maybe at the very end at the hospital. I woke up after. I felt just plain shocked and speechless. I closed my eyes again and I felt words, either see or hear, and it felt like it was gonna keep going so I got up. I was shook up about it for a while, startled easily."

Thank you for sending me this bizarre and complex dream! As per usual, if any of my readers would like their dreams read by me, free of charge, please email them to me at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com. Without further ado, let me dive into the images that have so troubled you.

Dreams about driving a car are usually references to the management of your daily life. In your case, the fact that you are driving the car suggests that you are taking on a certain amount of responsibility on behalf of your mother and sisters. You're doing a decent job at it, until some idiot comes at you going the wrong way, completely catching you by surprise. I believe that the accident is a manifestation of the anxiety of the unknown, or the unforeseen, disaster. It's possible that the accident is in reference to a specific problem that may have arisen from your role as caretaker, or it may be a simple anxiety of the possibility of a problem.

The next set of images is particularly interesting to me. You're speaking with an older gentleman, and an older man is likely a symbol of authority. In your conversation, he drifts into the talk about the little girl who avenges the death of her family. I suspect that as you were having this "conversation" within the dream, you were partially experiencing the primary image of the two of you talking to each other on the freeway, and partially experiencing the secondary images of the murder being described.

Murders are often an indication of a sort of death of the self; in that sense, the details of exactly whom is killing whom and how can be helpful in determining the deeper significance of the action within a dream. In this case, your brain is generating an image of a person whom society would normally consider somewhat helpless- a little girl. Rather than being the victim of a violent crime, this little girl has taken matters into her own hands and become an aggressor. Is it possible that someone is underestimating your desire to protect yourself, or your family? Is your personal struggle with this being 'broad casted' in some way, to those who know you? Similarly, it could also indicate that the part of you that is sentimental, or tender, is learning to be less forgiving. It could certainly be both- or either- only you can be certain.

At this point, the logical side of your brain realizes that you are doing something kind of stupid, and kind of dangerous, in having a conversation in the middle of the freeway. So, you get back in the car, allowing your Mom to drive you, and you move on to a local coffee/tea shop. There isn't really anything of interest to you there, so you keep moving. You're then confronted with the situation in which the mobster is being murdered by his son.

Dreams which involve violent subject matter, like murder or torture, often point to issues of anger, or the desire to punish oneself for their negative behaviors. Here, you witness a graphic instance of murder, torture and dismemberment- but it's more complex than just that, as it is also an instance of patricide, or the murder of a father by his children. Fathers are symbols of authority, but dreaming about abusing one's father (or having sex with one's father, incidentally) are often indicative of a desire to be closer to one's father. I notice that you dream does not provide any mention of your father, while the dream suggests that you may be taking on additional responsibility in your family; the combination of the lack of mention of your father and the type of emotional turmoil that your dream is expressing, I can't help but wonder if you are experiencing issues of anger, resentment or abandonment towards your father.

The next portion of your dream may seem somewhat unrelated, but it continues to suggest that you may have some emotional pain that is lurking below the surface of your mind. Doctors, nurses, hospitals and the images of illness are often veiled calls to seek out the 'cures' to the things that ail us. In this case, these symbols have come together to help a strange little girl. Again, little girls are usually representations of a softer side of humanity, a part within us that wants little more than to be loved.

This little girl has some weird issues- her skin is saggy and loose. The skin is the body's largest organ, and it is what separates our delicate insides from the elements. In this instance, some horrible person has encapsulated this little girl in the skin of someone else, suggesting that the little girl is being asked to be a different person out in the world than who she actually is. When the doctors try and help her, they soon find decapitated heads rolling about in all that skin. The head is the center of wisdom and knowledge, it is where we as humans make our plans, store our memories and live our lives. To see a decapitated head in a dream can indicate a sense of being out of control, just as the expression "loosing one's head" can mean.

Looking at these symbols and the way that they play together, I would invite you to nurture yourself emotionally. Take a look at the larger issues of your life, and find a way to make some of the disadvantages you may have had into positive influences in your life. This advice comes as a result of nothing but a little instinct and analysis, and of course, you are the only one who can ultimately say what the meaning of this dream is. At any rate, I hope that this free dream reading has been helpful. Please feel free to post any comments here, or to email me at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com.

Monday, June 15, 2009

A dream about estranged friends

"Lately, I've been having dreams about me getting made fun of. Also the dreams contain people who I used to be friends and I sort of don't like.

One dream was me being in my old school. I was walking in the hallway and one girl who I used to be friends with was being all nice to me, and I figured out she was just faking it, and I remember passing two girls who I used to be friends with and they were whispering about me and making fun of me and started laughing. Then there was another one with my ex best friend and I were at her house getting helping her get ready for prom with one of her other friends that she's close with. Then, the limo came and they just went in. I think I didn't have a ride home yet, and I turned around seeing my ex best friend standing in the middle of the road. I asked her if she could wait for me until my dad comes and she just ignored me and said no and went to prom.

Then my last dream was me and my best friend now at some party. We were helping my ex best friend and our other friend that my ex best friend is close with too. They decided to get drunk before prom, so me and my best friend were helping them. Suddenly, I was at this big house/place that my old school prom was at, but it looked more like a jail. I walked into the place, and all the kids were looking at me, including girls that I'm not friends with anymore saying "What is she doing here?" Next, I left the place and went downstairs. But my purse fell, and the purse somehow made this alarm go off. I ran to grab my purse and some big guard comes out with a stick trying to hit me so I would leave!"

Thanks for sending this dream in for a free dream reading. For all my readers, you can send your dreams in to me by emailing me all the details that you remember to Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com. I will then analyze your dream free of charge and post it here.

Have you ever heard the expression "art imitates life" ? Well, this is a case where dreams are imitating life. Your concerns and anxiety about your former friends and the way in which you all have treated one another are building up. There may be some situations behind all this in which you do not have the kind of closure that a person needs to get over a friendship turned ugly- someone owes someone else an apology.

In light of the emotional response that you're having, it might be time to step up and be the bigger person. Have you treated others with respect? Have you said things you might regret later, or anything that you regret now? Have you hurt someone, or allowed someone to hurt you?

The subject matter that you're describing here is a pattern of anxiety and abandonment- people leaving you in the street, whispering behind your back, etc. These situations are all things that can (or have) happened to you. I'm sure because you're dreaming occasionally weird things happen in these dreams as well, or things seem bizarre or slightly off the mark, but by and large, your brain is merely regurgitating concerns that you have in your waking life.

I hope that this assessment of your dream has been helpful. Please feel free to leave your comments here, or to email me if you'd like another dream analyzed, free of charge, at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com. Thanks again for sending these in!

A dream about a football field, a rain storm and a slit throat

"I've had this dream approximately 3 nights in a row:

it starts out with me being in my home school cafeteria. Lighting is dim and I can only hear everyones faint whisper. I'm only dressed in a long white t-shirt. I start to walk towards the doors going outside to a balcony. It's raining heavily and the sky is dark grayish blue.

I get soaked instantly as I head down the stairs towards the football field... I'm walking too slow... I hear distant yelling so turn around and see my fiance running after me. I get scared and run away towards the football field. Instead of descending stairs there's a cliff I have to climb down. As I'm climbing down I look to the football field and see a silhouette of a man there.

I slip the rest of the way down and get all muddy but I get up faster than expected and run towards the man in the field. This time I turn and hear my fiance yell clearly "NO!!" which makes me run faster. I get to the man in the field and it turns out to be my ex-boyfriend whom I almost had a child with. He takes me in his arms gently bringing up his hand to my face, I feel so at peace and relaxed until he slits my throat. I can literally feel myself choking on my own blood, as I look up to my exes' face he looks remorseful as he lays me ever so gently on the wet ground then walks away.

My fiance then runs up to me and brings me into his arms wailing "I told you... I told you"..... then I wake up"

Thank you for sending me this great dream for a free reading! I especially appreciate your patience in waiting for me to get to it, I've been quite bogged down with finals, graduation, visiting family members etc. But, alas, the excitement is over and now I'm ready to get back down to the business of decoding dreams. If you've got a dream you'd like analyzed, please feel free to email it to me at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com with the only exception being dreams about werewolves. I've done that and done it and done it. This is a werewolf free zone!

I can totally understand why having this dream three nights in a row might cause you to feel a little freaked out. It's pretty intense! Sounds like you've got a lot going on.

The dream begins with you walking into your school cafeteria wearing nothing but a long white shirt. Well, dreaming that you're in a cafeteria can be a reference to one of two things, either the act of eating, or of public display. Who you sit with at lunch is a pretty big deal for a high school student, and the other students ARE paying attention to who you are and who you sit with. High school is honestly pretty boring- there isn't much else to do other than watch each other and critique.

The fact that you hear the whispers of everyone in the cafe when you walk in suggests that you are dreaming directly of the element of public display. Also furthering this assessment is the long white tee you're wearing. Dreams about being naked or partially naked in public are a reflection of being exposed or judged by others. So you walk in, hear everyone talking (probably about you) and of course, you're half-naked. Then you walk out into the rain storm.

Rain in a dream can equate to purification, renewal, or new growth, but it in this case, I feel it has a connotation that is less positive. While in the rain, you are unable to move at the proper speed, instead you walk slowly through it, getting soaked and likely becoming less clothed. To me, this suggests that your rainstorm is indicative of a serious amount of emotional turmoil or sadness. Here's where it gets really interesting...

You hear your fiance coming after you, but you do everything you can to get away from him. This suggests to me that a part of you is disconnected from him, or is holding back. It seems obvious to me that this part of you (which might be just a little nagging doubt) is still hanging on to the idea of your ex. Not the actual person who he is, as that person is very likely a jerk in reality, but the idea of the person you thought he was when you fell for him.

So in getting away from your fiance, you're forced to slip and slide down a cliff. Dreaming about mountaintops and cliffs is something that a person does when they are facing or have faced a great challenge. It is common to dream about climbing a mountain in times of prosperity and sliding down a mountain in times of peril or trouble. You're sliding. It's scary, and you feel out of control. You don't know if you'll get down safely, but it something that you have to do- and you have to do it all on your own. I would link this idea back to the ideas the struggle you may be having between your past and your present.

You get down to the bottom and you're on a football field. Again, this is a place of public spectacle, a place where everyone is watching- though what is going on is only happening between you, your fiance and your ex. Football, as a competitive sport, can also symbolize challenges. Anyways, you get down to the field with your ex, and he very lovingly slits your throat and lies you down on the grass. The way that he treats you here suggests that this person was someone who may have lulled you into a false sense of security only to betray you.

In dreams, each part of the body contains significant symbolic meaning; the throat is a center of communication. For him to slit your throat is an action in which he takes away your voice. Your means of expression is stripped from you, and you lose your life. It feels incredibly real because in an emotional sense, it's incredibly scary.

The reaction of your fiance suggests that he is aware of the struggle you faced with your ex. He is someone who clearly would not understand why you would hang on to any feelings you may have had for your ex. The dream, all in all, is about the collision of these two relationships and the struggle between your past and your future. Realistically, you may still have some issues or feelings from that last relationship that you have not worked all the way through, but of course, only you know precisely how you feel about that situation.

I hope that this free dream reading has been helpful. Please feel free to post comments here, or email me directly at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com. Thanks again for sending me this great dream!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

A Dream about Random People you don't know!

"So, here are a few facts about the dream:

1. I was not in my dream, I'm usually always in there!
2. The people in the dream seemed imaginary or if they do exist I do not remember them (nor their faces now actually.)
3. It makes absolutely no sense.(which is why I contacted you )
4. It seemed like I had been dreaming for very long when I woke up.
Alright, I'll give the character names so it's not too confusing and will give a brief inventory of what are the contents of the dream to make it easy.
Characters:

Women:
1. Stacey (young, about my age)
2. Stacey's mother (well, maybe 40sh?)
3. Stacey's sister.(looks about 12-13 (like my sister!))

The men:

1. Alan (the gunner/psychopath-about my age as well)
2. Eric (the hunted/ main target- same age as them)
3. Steve (the guy stuck with Stacey- same age)


Objects:
1. Gun
2. little sticks about 6 inches, shaped like ice-cream sticks. They are thick and black.
3. A big strawberry shortcake covered with white icing.
4. Two undone mattresses

Places:
1. Huge mansion/tree house.Basically, leaving by the doors/windows leads to the terrace made of wood. It looks a little bit like a fort I guess?
2. The space below the house. There is a lot snow below, the space is rather tight it is limited by a high fence of cement (about the size of two men?) it is not painted. There are faint lights but they seem to be more like "light auras" rather than lights coming from actual torches or light bulbs.

OK now, on with the actual dream!

Part I: The trap

Eric leaves the room. A short while later, Alan pulls out a gun and a phone. He makes Stacey and Steve call him back inside. I don't remember any of the conversation in the dream for some reason. He makes them hide both under one mattress each. They realize they might get shot if Eric decides to sit down so they run to the same one. He covers their mattress with a black coach. Eric comes back and tries to go towards one of the mattresses. He is shot coldly. They escape by breaking the "black sticks" they find. They count the number of times they are breaking the sticks. This stops the guy and he holds his ears in pain before he runs away. However, they lose the sticks in their escape.


Part II: The chase.

They exit on the "wood-tree" outside and run. The police is already here (don't ask) with Stacey's family. They are looking around for the sticks but can't find them. They forgot them inside! Alan comes out with the sticks. I don't remember this part very well. They try to take them back from him but fail. This is where it makes absolutely no sense whatsoever.


Part III: In the snow below

Alan acts like he is trying to help them. They somehow trust him. They look around for it. The mother insists that they eat the cake now. They don't trust her and think she on Alan's side. They shove the cake in her face. While they are arguing he shoots her. They realize(finally...) that he is the killer and he has a really creepy smile on his face. He then shoots the younger sister first, then Steve and finally Stacey. He shoots himself in the throat once but doesn't die immediately so he shoots himself again in the throat.The dreams ends with them all dead in the bloody snow. I hope that you will have time to read and interpret my dream!
Thank you very much."


Thank you, not only for sending such an interesting dream, but also for your patience! I've been in finals for the last two weeks, and I've accumulated quite a lot of work for myself. For all my other readers, please feel free to email me your dreams at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com, and I promise I'll get to you as soon as I possibly can!

I've always been curious about the dreams that I have in which I am not present and I know no one. I don't know if everyone has dreams of this nature, in which a complicated plot unfolds for a group of characters I either know, or suspect are fictional. I believe that these dreams are manifestations of the same sorts of thoughts and emotions that generate dreams that do involve the dreamer, only some element of the dream requires that another character stands in. It may just be your wild imagination (or mine) that generates an entirely different cast of characters, or it may be something more meaningful- I would say that the subject matter of the dream will tell us which we're dealing with.

As I've mentioned before, the houses that a person dreams up are often reflections of their own self-image. In this dream, you've got a very unusual looking mansion, half-buried in the snow. The combination of these images suggests that you may be neglecting your potential, and of course this can be in an emotional sense as well as a professional sense. It's curious that all of your characters seem to have a counterpart of the opposite gender, this suggests that your dream may be expressing the Freudian idea that you are everyone in your dreams.

So in this instance, three various parts of your personality are clashing within your dream- a female aspect of yourself that is as you are, or is as the world around your perceives you to be, a version of yourself that is more like your younger sister, (which may be as simple as a younger version or you or it could be much more complicated) as well as a more mature version of yourself (which is most likely to be your internal sense of right and wrong), as well as various "male" parts of yourself. I would identify the male aspects of yourself as your innate tendency towards violence or aggression, as well as a more naive or trusting aspect of yourself, and a perfect parallel of yourself.

On to the action, so, essentially this violent part of you is lying in wait for the other parts of you. Are you upset about something you've done, or something you perceive yourself to be? Are you your own harshest critic? Do you insist on exacting a type of personal violence against yourself? Just curious. Let's look a little deeper before we decide that this is the situation.

It's possible to distract you from your anger, that we can see because you're able to distract this person who is likely representing your anger. At times, it seems like you're going to be rescued, like some figure of authority is on your side- but in fact, you're in this alone. The fact that the police arrive but "Stacey" still finds herself in danger suggests this.

The confusion over the mother figure, and whither or not she's on the side of the psychopath suggests to me that the violence you perpetuate against yourself is something you do against your own best judgement. For whatever reason, you don't feel you can trust yourself, even when you offer something really comforting. Incidentally, cakes can sometimes signify selfishness- but I don't think that's the case here. I'm fairly certain that the cake symbolizes the things you have to offer yourself- and you refuse it.

Returning briefly to an earlier image, of the mansion buried deep in the snow, I believe that image ties in with the younger sister being the first slain at the hands of the psychopath. A murdered child is the most basic symbol of destroyed potential that can be imaged. The bloody end of the dream furthers this idea, in your rage, you have the capacity to destroy your potential.

Thank you for sending your dream in for a free dream reading, I really hope this sheds some light on the possible meaning of your dream. For all my other readers, please feel free to email me at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com and I will read your dream here, free of charge and as quickly as possible!

Friday, June 5, 2009

Two Dreams: A Strange Man & A Strange House full of Ex-Boyfriends

"Dream 1: I am walking down a dark street and a car pulls up and the man inside offers me a ride. I kindly refuse. He tells me to get in the car or he will shoot me. (this is the weird part b/c i know i wouldn't react like this.)I told the man to start shooting because i wasn't getting in the car. And He shoots me and I wake up.

Dream 2:I walk up to a big house that seems abandoned so I walk in. As I open the door I notice a throne in the middle of the floor with a man sitting in it. Beside the throne on either side stands a man. I recognize one of the men as my ex boyfriend. The other I can't see his face. The man on the throne speaks to me saying "Here stands to men in your life that you have deserted for different reasons. One of them you will need in the future. The one you need is going to be important for you to succeed in life. The challenge is who is the important one." I ask the man what is he refering to and how will I know. He tells me if I think I will understand it all. but I have thought and thought and I can't figure it out."

Thanks for sending me these interesting dreams! Please feel free to email me your dream at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com for a free reading.

I think the first dream is pretty straight forward. Men are often aggressive or destructive forces in the lives and dreams of women. I think what you're experiencing in this dream is some of the fear and chaos surrounding the male sex as it wafts around in your brain- but rather than succombing to it, you call its bluff. In this case, the man does shoot you, which indicates that you understand that there is a legitmate threat of danger or violence from men, but you aren't going to let it get you down.

The second dream is related. Again, it's a reflection of anxiety about the men in your life, in this case the ones that you've left behind. The reason why one of them doesn't have a face is because he represents all the men you've left behind, not only the ones you've known, but the ones you've grown up imagining. I suspect the questions that you're asking yourself in this dream are questions you've pondered in your waking life as well- do you need a man to be successful in life? Do any of the men in your past still mean something to you? These are questions we can't help but ask ourselves as we get older.

Houses in our dreams are generally representations of how we see ourselves, so your abandoned house may be standing in for a part of yourself that you've abandoned. Perhaps its a sense of romanticism, or it could be your old ideas about the ex-boyfriend whom you recognize. The man in the throne I believe is a generalized vision of authority, a sort of God figure dictating to you the things it thinks you should know. In that sense, it's likely a version of your subconscious.

I hope this brief analysis of your dream is helpful, please feel to email me any others you may have, as well as any thoughts or comments at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com. Thanks again for sending it in!

A dream about dogs and adventure!

"My dog's and I were running through this like rain forest/ jungle type setting with me in front. My oldest dog, Howie, is an 8 year old Boston Terrier that seriously is the love of my life. I also have a Boston terrier/chihuahua mix that is 2 years old. My husband and I got her together and I'd say he's a little closer to her than I am but still, an incredible dog and companion.

So we are running through this jungle almost as if someone is following us. I remember feeling terrified as I ran but more scared about how I was going to get away from whoever or whatever it was without losing one of my pups. All of a sudden, we come up to this wooden bridge that crosses over this waterfall that felt like over a 1,000 feet high. I could see that there were planks missing across the bridge and tried to figure out how this was going to work where we all could safely make it across. All of it happened so fast because I still had an overwhelming feeling that someone was chasing me that I couldn't really process a good plan.
I took off running. I ran across that bridge like it was the passage way to good because whatever was following me was evil. I felt like all I had to do was make it across and it would be over. Little did I know how true that was. Somehow, by this point in the dream, it was only Howie and I. Lily, my Boston/chihuahua mix had somehow vanished. I don't remember feeling concerned about it though. Almost, as if she had to be safe because if I thought something was wrong with her, I would have been looking frantically for her everywhere. So I make it across the bridge somewhat easily. Although it looked scary, it wasn't so bad.


This is the part that haunts me the most. I'm standing on the other side of the bridge watching the water crash down but feeling safe because no longer am I worried about what was chasing us. All of a sudden, as Howie follows me loyally, he slips between two planks and it was too late. There wasn't anything I could do. It felt like he was falling for 5 minutes; just staring up at me with a frightened look on his face. He had so much reliance on me pouring through his eyes almost as if I had let him down. He looked at me like there was so much trust between us that he knew that I could fix this and make it OK. The sad part though was that I couldn't. No matter what I tried to do, I knew he wouldn't survive the landing. I remember when I woke up that I thought to myself that if this ever happened in real life, that my natural instinct would be to jump after him. Or at least, be thrown to the ground in such emotional turmoil that I'd have to be carried away from the edge. In the dream however, I just watched him fall. The picture was all white because of the water crashing with a little brown dot in the middle. I couldn't believe what I saw but yet, I didn't react in a realistic way. At least, I mean.. I didn't react in a way that was anyway myself.


I am almost to the point where I wake up from the dream. I walk down the other side for awhile and come up to a car with my husband standing there holding my door open. It wasn't his car he was driving. It was a red like sports car type car. I walked slowly over to the car and got in without saying a word. He drove away and I just sat in silence over what had just happened. I don't ever remember saying, "GUESS WHAT JUST HAPPENED" or crying, "HOWIE'S GONE", or asking "WHERE IS LILY". We just drove off. I woke up shortly after that and reached down and grabbed my pups. I knew it was a dream, but I felt like I let them down.
This dream has really baffled me and I'd love any interpretation that you have of it. Oh yeah! As soon as I woke, my husband said to me "I just had the best dream". I responded "Yeah?".. and he said "Yeah... I just dreamed that you had a baby". I said "Really?, Was it a boy or a girl?" and he said a boy. That was that. We both got up and went on with our day. I never did tell him my dream. I am wondering if our dreams are related and if it could mean any changes are about to happen to us in our family."


Thank you for sending this very compelling dream, and thank you also for your patience, I'm running quite behind at the moment. To any of my readers, please feel free to email your dreams to me at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com for a free dream reading in around 7 days :)

Let me start by mentioning that dreams in which a person has a baby are generally considered omens of good fortune by the superstitious. In less superstitious sense, these dreams are generally considered to be representative of a new beginning in a person's life, or a sense of hope or optimism in a difficult situation. Based on the way that you describe your love for your dogs, I would say that the two dreams may be related, as we'll explore below.

The books on dream analysis will often consider a dog a symbol of loyalty or fidelity. While those interpretations are not incorrect, there is a common experience happening in the new millennium that I believe these books are not addressing. For some people, dogs aren't just pets, they are surrogate children who never develop beyond the age of about three. Many, many people get their emotional needs met by their animal companions- as a woman of 28 with a strong maternal drive, and no human children, I am surely one of these people.

Obviously, you are as well. For that reason, your dogs do not hold the same significance in your dreams that they would for the average person. Your dogs = your children, the beings you love, protect, care for above and beyond all other responsibilities. Loosing a child in a dream is often indicative of a broken dream or dashed hopes.

As such, loosing them is devastating in the same way that loosing your children would be, perhaps to a lesser extent, perhaps not. Let's look at the way they are lost for a moment. A bridge is a place of transition, extending across a dangerous space and allowing you to continue on your journey. A bridge that's rickety or falling apart may represent a transition or life change that you feel uncertain about, or a crucial choice.

Waterfalls are often a positive symbol in dreams, signifying a purification or regeneration, but in this context I believe it is less positive. Waterfalls can also signify the release of pent-up emotions, or a tumbling cascade of feelings, and I suspect that is the case here.

I suspect that the common link here is the absence of human children, and the substitution of dog babies. As I do not know you personally, I can not say if this is the case. Rather than read this as a purely dismal dream, where your subconscious reminds you that dog babies do not, in biological terms, equal human ones, I'd suggest that this dream does have a number of positive indications of emotional growth and relief of frustration. While the dogs do not make it across, you do. When you meet your husband, you seem to feel back to normal again, or at least you're not frantic and emotional, though you may still have been concerned about the dogs.

Long story short message here: while you may be feeling a sting of anxiousness or disappointment, your frustration is temporary. You have a good support system, and your life will go on as you either get what you want or learn to view things in a different way.

I hope that this reading was helpful! Please feel free to post comments here, or directly to me at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com. The same goes for any of my readers, please feel free to email me your dreams, as I'd love to analyze them free of charge.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

a dream about werewolf hunting in a theater

"a couple days ago I dreamed about hunting werewolves in a huge movie theater, and I mean huge, it had like around 40 different rooms each with their own elevators and staircases to get to it, and when you got to the very bottom of it you found a door that was locked ( but I could open it easily cause I was stronger than any werewolf ) and then you had another staircase to get in the back of the screen.

So I got into each and every one of them till I got to the 22ND, then I went through the curtains (witch were under the screen) to get in the room full of seats, to find that about the half of the room was full of people, so I got to the very top of the room to be able to see the whole room cause I knew that the werewolf was there somewhere. When I got to the top I saw two girls I knew a while ago, and spoke to them a little, but then I see the curtains down to the right of the screen move.

I stare to confirm that it really was the werewolf and that it was coming towards me by the left stairs. Somehow nobody had noticed it yet, so I waited till it got closer and told my two friends to get down, they protested of course cause they didn't knew why I told them that, but I insisted and they did. The werewolf changed its mind and began going back down the stairs, then after about ten steps it ran upwards again. When I saw that it was coming quickly towards my friends I got in his way and roared at it (kinda like a huge, powerful, lion's roar ) and it got a backwards a little, then it went towards me again , I roared at it again, louder this time, and it got destabilised while going down backwards, so I took this opportunity and griped its muscle and broke its neck, then I turned its head and pulled to rip it off its body.

Now I had its head in my right hand, keeping a good grip on its muscle to keep it shut tightly, and his body in my left hand. The blood was dripping from its head on the floor while I was walking towards to curtains to get to the door then leads to the staircase. I went back up, in the center of the theater to search for the boss (nobody noticed, or reacted to the scene is me with that dead werewolf in my hands, even though there were a lot of people). I finally found him and asked him if he had a fireplace so I could burn the werewolf's body. He protested and told me there was no way he would let me burn that body in his fireplace. So I told him that if he weren't cooperative and wouldn't let me burn that body in his fireplace I'll set a fire right in the middle of his theater, he finally accepted. I ripped the whole body so it could fit in the fireplace and let it burn while watching it.

When I was sure it was all burnt I went back in my search for an other werewolf that I knew was in there, but this time I had a werewolf in his human form to keep an eye on, he was to stay around me or I would be forced to kill him, and if he was to disobey I would speak to him in my alpha voice (a deep, beastly voice ) so that he had no choice to obey. While we were in the middle of a theater room, there was four young adults that were all seated around us, one on my left, a white man with brown hair about 20 years old, and three in the seats right in front of us, one black haired man about 20 too on the left, a young blond woman about 20 too in the middle, and an other brown haired man in his twenties on her right. They were friendly and spoke with us right away. The blond woman seemed rather interested in me, I could feel it, see it, hear it and smell it; her heartbeat, her accelerate deep breath, and the smell of her pheromones in the air, she wanted me and it was rather arousing.

Suddenly I saw a glance of the werewolf's bright blue eyes and white teeth, by an opening in the curtains, then it got back and vanished. The film was over and the werewolf had gone somewhere else, so we all got up, the blond woman turning around me while walking like female cat in heat. The human form werewolf that was with me seized the opportunity that I was distracted by the blond and got away. Noticing that, and seeing a glance of him running towards the first elevator, I told the woman I'll be right back and went off to get him, to late, the elevator's doors were closing and he was smiling at me. I lost no time and went by the staircase at the very bottom of it to wait for the elevator to open its door in front of me ( I was 10 times faster the a werewolf so I waited quite a while before it opened its door ). As soon as it opened I caught the human form werewolf ( his name was Leroy I think ) and told him to stick around, or I'll have to kill him, so he did.

Leroy told me that I now had a weakness, witch was the young blond woman, and that he could use it against me to get away. I told him there was no chance for him to do that for I was ten times stronger and faster than him, and i would have time to kill him before he killed her, but he told me he would wait till i got busy with the other werewolf and then use her against me to get away, cause i wouldn't have time to kill the other werewolf and save the girl before he'd kill her and got away. Finally Leroy went in the theater room and sat to wait for me, while I was outside the room keeping an eye on him ( well ears more than my eyes ) while I kissed the girl before going in, then I heard a noise and watched in the room and saw the other werewolf coming slowly upwards. I told the girl to stay where she was, and told her what was likely to happen, she believed me but wasn't scared, I told her to call whoever she loved just in case, and went inside the room closing the door behind me. Then in a split second I killed Leroy who hadn't have time to fully get up his seat and then jumped right on the other werewolf and ripped his body off like Leroy and the last werewolf, then... I woke up."

Thanks for sending this dream in for a free dream analysis! As usual, any of my readers can feel free to send any dream of theirs to me at Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com for a free dream reading. For the first time ever, I have to add a stipulation to this: please, my lovely readers, no more werewolf dreams!!!

For some reason I've been getting a lot of werewolf dreams lately. I'm guessing that my blog has become very key word relevant for anyone who searches werewolf dream- and the more of them I interpret for you guys, the more of them I get in my inbox. What I'm finding is that most of these dreams are pretty similar to one another, and it seems that those who dream about werewolves are experiencing violent, memorable and very realistic dreams, and then they're feeling quite effected by them after waking. I totally understand why you'd want to send me your dreams about werewolves- but before you do, read through what I've written about them already. Please. Thank you.

Back to the dream that has been sent into me, and its major symbols.

Werewolves are often an expression of repressed emotions like rage, fear or anger. A dream about hunting a werewolf, then, may be a dream in which you're trying actively to overcome some of these emotions or feelings. In this case, as the dreamer is successfully hunting and violently slaying the werewolves, I'd have to say that this dreamer is successfully overcoming some of their issues with repressed or buried rage.

The graphic violence displayed in this dream supports this idea. Your brain is generating this imagery as a way of satisfying the primitive impulse that's being suppressed.

Interestingly, dreaming about a movie theater often indicates a desire to protect oneself from their emotions. I believe this is still consistent in your dream, as you are successfully protecting yourself and others from the violent rage that brews within you.

The idea that you are everyone in your dreams may apply here to the blond woman who strikes your fancy over the course of the dream. You are actively looking to protect her, but that desire distracts you from doing the thing you need to do in the dream. Is it possible that in dealing with some complex emotions, you've found an attractive distraction? Does your desire to resolve inner conflict fail to outweigh your desire to be loved?

Because you're dealing with many werewolves, and werewolves in various stages of transformation, I would have to assume that the issues that are at play here are rather complex. It's highly likely that you're dealing with a sort of convergence of stressful situations- one problem causing another and another, until you're dealing with a ton of emotion that has a clear source but no clear solution.

I hope that this free dream reading has been helpful, and please feel free to email me with any other (non-werewolf) dreams at any time. Send them to Rachel.Beezy88@gmail.com and of course leave any comments here! Thanks for sending it in :)